You.

It's annoying to me that I can never seem to go a day without thinking about you in some aspect. 
Especially because I am almost positive that I am the only one of the two of us struggling with that. 
You aren't tested with the same emotions I am, you don't feel them as deeply.
Sometimes I wish I could pretend that last semester didn't happen.
But it is like a scar that I love because it hurts too good. 
Even though it stings constantly, I can't let it go.
Because it reminded me that I could love. 
Because for a short time,
it gave me you.